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I guess some people don't want to question malicious rumors and false accusations and just believe made up shit is true. So basically on an ask site, I'm a goldigging, jobless, greedy, full PS'd, attention whore.
You're probably wondering why am I responding to the hate. Why don't ignore it, right?
Well, I wasn't really aware that people saw me as jobless and a beggar...Calling me a golddigger is a huge fucking insult to my life and work.
Just because I'm a girl, doesn't mean I can't be the breadwinner. What a sexist bunch of anons. Fuck you.
In regards to PS'ing, selling prints, having a donation button, and cosplaying I don't care what was said.
I really don't care.
I find nothing wrong with it. I may write a post in the future but right now meh
Anyways, I guess since people don't know much about my private life, they start making stories of their own. I'm really sorry about not sharing my private life to people much :/ I didn't think people would care so much about it ^-^
If you're already wondering where the page is, I'm sorry but I'm not going to post the link to the page or the name of the owner because I don't believe that will bring any good.
I believe this reply is the one that started the shit storm.
Don't assume I don't have a job just because I have a print shop and a twitch
Don't assume my bf is rich
Don't assume I get $100s that's rare for me and any other streamer
If you don't know me, don't assume things.
He is not rich.
Waiman has mainly worked as a sushi chef. That is it.
what restaurant, what businesses anon
o-oh the tickets...match these cards...
these cards... have my name on it :o
and wah?? hotels too?
Now time to finally talk about my job~
I believe most people who are Asian can surely relate to this. My parents wanted me to enter the medical field because it can give you a high status and most jobs pay very well. Since I was born, I suppose they planned everything out to make sure I become a pharmacist.
They sent me to private school for middle school and high school even though they could barely afford it but they believed private school can grant me the best education possible. They forbid me to spend time with any classmates after school, have any hobbies and also wouldn't force me to do chores. Why? Because I can use all the time for studying. I am not kidding you.
I believe years before college I became very depressed about my life feeling that I will truly be locked into what my parents wanted my life to be once I entered college. As I thought, once I choose a major and I have no other options, that is the major I have to fully commit my time to and pharmacist job is what I will take when I graduate.
I have talked to my parents about different majors that I'd like such as fashion design countless times. But, you can guess how that turned out lol
For my whole life, I have felt trapped and confused about what to do. I hated that I didn't have the freedom to choose. I started hating people telling me what to do.
This is my life and not yours.
Fearing for my life, I planned to save money and build something out of it. The only time I receive money from my family was every year on Lunar New Year. (My parents don't even give me money on that day) I receive quite a lot anyway because I have a big family ^^
You know what I did with that money? I saved most of it ( I spent money on fabric to make dresses sometimes). I saved it until I entered college. For my first year instead of spending most of my time studying for my classes, I learned graphic designing, codes, business tactics etc. Then, I made a plan, searched for a partner, built some websites, and profited. I made a bit a profit that first year. But, it definitely wasn't worth to quit college yet. As much as I loved working on these new things, I wanted to aim close a pharmacist salary and have a steady monthly profit.
Second year, I quit college.
For the first time in my life, I felt so free.
Now how did I convince my parents that I'd be fine so that I can quit college? ( I had quit before telling them LOL I need all that time to work you know :C )
I showed them my bank statements.
Next day instead of pretending to go to school, I sat at home working and feeling overjoyed.
Many years ago, I thought saving myself would be close to impossible because I had no other knowledge other than what school has taught me. I was very desperate to leave and I'm so happy that I spent my first year discovering and learning.
So what do I do now for a job? I still enjoy building sites, investing and assigning jobs for my partner to run.
How a site runs, I take no part in it after it's done ^.^ I just like building and helping out here and there~
So to end this, cosplay and twitch are definitely not my job.
I barely make $500 a month from it. Why consider it a job if people who have a minimum wage earn more than that? They are just hobbies I can finally enjoy now that I can freely do anything.
I'm planning bigger things soon for a new business.. I need money to move to Cali!! :c
If you are currently in the same situation as I had suffered before, please don't lose hope! I hope this post will help some people who are stuck.
I didn't make this so long just to prove I had a job but to also bring positivity to some readers! ~
I could have ended it when I showed my paypal cards honestly.
I felt very emotional when I wrote this because I remembered I worked so hard to escape...I barely slept during that time. >-< If you are trapped into your parents wishes please know that I am rooting for you to get out and do what you love! But I also hope if you get out to also not sadden your parents because I believe they have done a lot for you. <3
For my GENUINE love life
I was going to write a lengthy story about what has happened through our 1 year being together. But, I don't see that it's going to help this post much so maybe another time ^-^
We did have to fly back and forth to each other. It did cost a lot of money but we were willing to sacrifice thousands of dollars just to see each other. We needed to find somewhere we could live with each other because flying back and forth is draining for obvious reasons.
We couldn't live in Europe because of my visa.
He couldn't stay at my house in America because he was denied to enter the country when he was at the airport. It was a bad idea for him to give up his job to spend as much time with me (he absolutely was tired of his job too) during my stay in Europe because the officers were suspicious of his intentions for his visit to America.
Having no ties to his country and wishing to stay with me for 3 months made the officers assume that he was going to find a job during his stay so they forced him to fly back.
Last choice, move to China. Cheap, he knew someone in China and so did I. It wasn't happily ever after, we even had expensive difficulties being here because of his visa!
So how are we now? We're are doing fine for now working together and maintaining businesses and sites ^-^ We're going to save as much as possible to move to Cali and start something~ He needs to fix his visa for america though since he was denied x_x
If we were rich, I wouldn't choose to live in China...I...endlessly complain about it here
-wins lottery- peace mofo
back to serious things
My boyfriend gave up his money, time, and his job to spend as much time as possible with me. He gave up everything for me and that is the reason why I love him so much.
However, we've been fighting a lot recently.. I just hope we can work things out
Now for everyone who was associated with this, I do not hate you.
Okay so maybe I do dislike people now for making up things. :P
So to end this post, this is the biggest evidence that all these anons are fake as fuck.
I've never been to guangzhou anon. And how do you know a random girl off of facebook if facebook is blocked and most locals don't know how to use VPN? If you're a foreigner, why do you need to fake that bad english?
Everyone please be smart and have an open mind to look on both sides of a situation!
Just wanted to share my new makeup organizers that I recently bought. These were so so so necessary for me because if I just kept buying more makeup with the other containers I've been using to store my makeup, I wouldn't even have any room on the top of my drawer! So what I recently bought was a clear makeup drawer, a lipstick holder and a heart organizer. And here they are:
You can find all three of these organizers on ebay! I could've bought something locally like a deep container with a lot of sections but I already had a container with 3 sections and it looks damn messy. I wanted an organizer so I can section my make up easier, to make things look more tidy, to get more space...to buy more stuff LOL
Before and after organizing my makeup:
You can clearly see the difference.
Okay maybe this wasn't a good picture to show because my makeup was out. But! even if I did put the makeup that was out into the container the container would look messy so yea. It still looks cleaner now!
Now I don't have to throw my makeup in a container and stress about finding it later. yay
I honestly thought I wouldn't need the heart container. I just bought it because it was too cute to resist. I thought I was just going fill it with random things that I haven't put in the other organizers, but it can actually hold my etude house lipsticks! The lipstick holder was too small for the etude house lipsticks. T__T Why you gotta be so fat
For the top drawer, I have foundation powders, concealers, and blushes. Second one has eye makeup. Third one has other eye stuff. I'm keeping my lip makeup in the fourth drawer. And finally for the fifth, just random stuff like tweezers.
So love these organizers! I can clearly see where things are. I hope I can be less lazy and put my makeup back in the right place hahaha
First outfit post on this blog cuz of my blog reset. :c Oh and this outfit wasn't from today. This was probably from two weeks ago but I forgot to put this up. They're nice photos! I have to put them up!
Really wish I can just take a picture of my outfit in my bedroom mirror but I always put things everywhere. I clean up okay. I just throw things around after so I never see my room. ugh
I want to move just to have a real big bedroom. I actually live in a room that's suppose to be a tiny living room or maybe dining room so there's a normal door and a huge gaping hole gate thing. I bought a HUGE closet to cover it so it looks like a bedroom. Smart huh -wiggles eyebrows- But it takes up more space! AND I share this room with my cousin. I have 9 people including myself living in this house
oh where is the space.
Well at least I made my room look like a bedroom I just need to work on keeping it tidy. I also need to work harder for money and move out. YER. I always like seeing other people's bedrooms and houses and dream of a nice big house for myself wahh <3
So anyways ugly cluttered backgrounds for OOTD posts look so annoying. I can't stand looking at them. I don't want you to run away from my posts eitheeerrrr </3